Cold Hearted.

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I can't believe you said that! How could you! What kind of a heart does one person have, and to not even have faith in someone! You... BASTARD! I honestly tried to have in you no matter how much pain you've caused to me and others. But it seems like the repeated pain just can't be contained long enough.

It's pressuring staying with you. Do you know that! I can't focus better with you trying to make me compete me with others, not understanding us, blaming others for the things that you yourself did, being a two-faced human being and you know what else?! You can have the money back. What you gave, you can take back. I don't want it. I just want my life with mama.Leave me to mama because she's the bona fide figure who risks things with love and respect.

I should have left a long time ago. I don't want to let me and mama be the victim of your secrets that others can know about. Then you taking advantage of our weaknesses like what you had told your buddies.

I don't like it. I don't want it. It's not healthy.

I want to start fresh in Singapore with mama and others, find a better rezeki here and do better in my endeavours.

Please, let me go. Just let me go.